Off on a Tangent ~ හිතුමතේ හී සර

I wondered what would be the worth of my words in the world if i write them and then recite them are they worth being heard just because i like them does that mean i should mic them and see what might unfurl i think of the significance of my opinions here is it significant to be giving them does anybody care just because i'm into this does that mean i should live like it and really do i dare art, art i want you art you make it pretty hard not too and my heart is trying hard here to follow you but i can't always tell if i ought to so i pondered the point of my art in this life if i make it will someone take it and think it's genuine will they be glad that i did 'cause they got something good out of it will they leave me and be any more inspired i question the outcome of the outpouring of myself if i tell everyone my stories will this keep me healthy and well will it give me purpose, to this world some sort of service is it worth it, how can i tell by Tanya Davis I am a p...

Cross roads – foot paths – highways. Decisions. Choices. Found in an FB status message – ~~ When faced with 2 choices, simply flip a coin… because for that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for ~~ The heart knows what the heart wants (also seen somewhere in the omniscient Internet, but I forget where), for after all, as someone quoted to me so many years ago from English Patient - The heart is an organ of fire . The head makes lists. Plans. Rules. Sometimes you let your head rule the heart. Sometimes not. Who knows what deep desires dwell in one’s own heart? A long forgotten childhood memory – a familiar face in a crowd – the glint of an eye – a stranger’s smile. In a heartbeat the heart overrules the rules. And then you know.

Just imagine. No don't imagine. Life without Facebook? *shudders That's beyond imagination. Seriously though, Facebook is such an important part in my life that I'd be really pissed if someone decided to 'ban' it. I keep in touch with my friends and even some relatives through FB - esp since I'm halfway across the globe from most of them. And most importantly would banning anything solve anything? Evidently all this started because some crazy woman in US started a group on FB called 'Draw Muhammad Day' - which, understandably angered the Muslim community in Pakistan. But I really don't see the purpose of banning FB though. Demanding an apology from the demented woman - yes - but banning Facebook? I saw somewhere that the ban is only till 31st May, but that just makes it even mind boggling. Maybe governments just like banning this and banning that. I remember the Lankan gov going to such great lenghts to ban Da Vinci Code. The funny thing about that w...

Any fellow sisters out there doing engineering/computer sceince? Particulary post grads? PhDs to be more exact? Ah yep. See I'm sure you must have felt like that YOU are the sole representative of all women - especially when you're sitting at a lecture on Fourier transformation and everyone else in the room are guys. Seriously, what is with the ladies? Is it us? or is it the society? I don't know ... but it is pretty annoying. And it makes the rest of us feel spooked out.0 Like poor Celia for example (the comic strip on the left) Let me tell you this kind of thing can permanently scar you for life. Today for instance, I went to a conference in Melbourne (yes I go to conferences now - hence feeling very big and important), where the woman participants were (surprise surprise) around 5%. Seriously. Notice :image maybe subejected to copy right. Image from http://www.phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=55

Yesterday was utterly unproductive. *Sigh Spent hours fiddling with Word and Turnitin. Stupid Word. Kept reformatting my references when I used secondary citations. A secondary citation is when you cite something that was cited in a paper/article that you've read. As in [3, cited in 1]. Word kept auto formatting it to ' [3,1]'. Sheesh. This is why am such an avid Latex fan. I've decided to keep using Endnote to keep track of my references. I can always take the bibTex output when I start writing the Lit survey - so no worries of compatibility there. And I can also just import the citations from google scholar (most of the time) - which is really useful. So anyway around 3 pm yest, I kept hearing a voice in my head saying 'Need. Something. Sweet'...'Need. Something. Sweet'...'Need. Something. Sweet' Original idea of an ice cream was chucked aside as highly lunatic and dangerous because, really who eats ice cream when its 12 C? And moreover, who a...

Its almost a month since I've come to Melbourne. And a day and a month since I left Lanka. So far, I'm not complaining :) So anyway the first thing people here say when I say my name - my surname - that is - "Can you hear the drums?" At first I was like "Huh?" with this extremely confused look on my face, by which time they would explain about this . :D Of course silly me. One of the best things about Melbourne is that its so multi cultural. Frankly I think everyone should come to Melbourne - at least for a few days! - just for that multi cultural experience. Some people could really learn a thing or two on tolerance and ethnic diversity. Oh and the moon looks weird here. Bigger. I don't know why that is. Hmm The worst thing is the weather. Being autumn, its getting very windy and cold. Even though 14 C is not supposed to be that cold - somehow it is. Only good thing about it is that I treated myself to new (and my first!) boots :D I have used all three ...

This is my last night at home for a long time to come. One last time to listen to the wind rustling the huge Bo tree infront of our house...One last time to watch the crafty kingfisher catch a little fish in the lotus pond in the backyard. One last time to sit at Ammi's feet and have her oil my hair... Yes - I am leaving home - and high time too I think! Enough of being spoilt at home and being a pain to my uncomplaining parents! :D Even though I have dreamed of this day, it still feels surreal. Can this be happening? Part of me wants to break away, and have my own adventure - on my own terms. The other part of me wants to lock myself in my room and hide in my own little world. As the wise and omnipotent Tintin once said (in Blue Lotus I think) - there is a rainbow in my heart today. Rain falls because I am leaving the two people that I love most in the world for a long time - and yet the Sun shines because I'm about to pursue my dream in a new land. To cut a long story short -...